I didn't really do much of anything, I just stayed in, hung out with Mom, Snake and Jack, and watched the ball drop on TV. Nothing too big.
I was thinking a lot, and I'm kind of sad now. Craig posted a picture he took of me, Snake, Mom and Jack not too long after Jack was born. It was before we found out Snake was sick. It's so weird to think about..he seemed so fine, and then BAM! We find out he has leukemia. Everything seemed to start going downhill after we found out Snake was sick..Sean completely changed and we broke up, Manny changed and we stopped being friends..I just don't know anymore. There are just days where I'm so upset, but I always seem to hide it. I hate that I have to hide it, but I just need to be strong, and stop being afraid of losing Snake. If I have hope, maybe we won't lose him..maybe he'll be completely fine.
I just don't know anymore.